you got me cuz I don't know what I deserve

you got me cuz apparently I'm not worth much

I'm his left overs 

left 

over and 

over again 

for life 

because life always gets in the way 

of what matters 

to me 

and I guess I'm the problem if problems 

revolve around me 

I guess there is always a reason 

and if I let idiots surround me 

it's my fault 

that I'm always falling down 

I know you don't know this 

or notice but 

you're hurting me bad 

I'm only trying to make you feel better 

but 

you are always mad 

I'm sorry I'm trying 

for everyone I love

but it's so fucking hard to just get back up