emotional for no reason

you taste like you've been snacking on zannies

but she's the sad girl

sad girl self medicates

sad girl self mutilates

killing herself in secret

sad girl says "whiskey, whiskey"

and downs pharmaceuticals

prescribed for someone else

sad girl attempts to

fall asleep til it gets easy

she wants to be the real life sleeping beauty

Cig.

fur coat, cigarettes and the tequila is talking me into tears again
it's so cold out but I'm burning alive
must be the poison the silence we shared spilled on my eyes
I finally asked you if I was the one
your answer unearthed itself with your hesitation
I'm shattered like glass now
by my almost romeo

Call Girl

Boys live for moments

girls live for the memories

of those

moments

that is why                  when

life goes on

sometimes

girls 

hold on

firsts are big

but not the biggest

yet

girls don't realize this

til

time teaches them

to

let go

100 to nothing

stars

to

just dust

to

he's not going to call sweetheart

maybe cuz he thinks your

pretty voice will

draw him

back in

but

either way

he's not to call back sweetheart

because that moment has

passed

subtle43

Swollen lips

Bruised hips 

sweet sensitivity 

Lingering in softer 

parts 

Hands are shaking 

understanding

What art is

She stopped listening to the sound

Of

anything 

But

could barely keep quiet 

Evidence on the sheets and 

In racing hearts 

An inexplicable connection

When she realized 

that the notion

of perfections 

extinction

Was untrue

& sweet

love has wrapped her writhing vermilion tongue around
the two of you
like a serpent
and your girl,
she had been resistless in suffocating beside you
but you
tried to run
your time is ephemeral and
neither of you would depart from loves life unscathed
so stay
she decorates you with smiles and blushing cheeks...