Thursday, May 16, 2013

far from the tree


my mothers
tounge taps the tips of her teeth
as she talks
and her eyes linger as she ideates
the exact image
of the story she tells
you cant tell if she want to tell you
or
if she could be just as amused
by herself

her intricate imagery crafts
a scenery
and Its feels nice to be spoken to in such a pretty way
but she could speak to anyone the way she speaks to me

my mother
gives you time between her umms and buts
to imagine, agree
and
almost interupt

but

if you were to
she would
ignore you
or yell because it cant be as
interesting as “how joe smith asked her to prom”
20 years ago

sometimes I feel like shes more proud of herself
than she is of her own daughter

but I think that her pride makes her strength stronger
than anyone else I've ever met

thats just my mother
I cant tell you how much I love her

you see
I love that shes stubborn

like me


I take a lot of credence
with the saying
“the apple doesnt fall far from the tree”

Thursday, May 9, 2013

...


What is the feeling

that follows sunsets
and sunny days
the days after when all it does
is rain rain rain

and broken hearts are made by overwhelming

dates
too much
too soon
and
all you feel
is the absence of some feeling that you can't define
when the moment in this place
rejoins the memory of his face
where your heart beats faster than
he could peddle away